I bet you have done it. I think most of us have. We have questioned and wondered about the plans of God for the world and us. We have found connection with the prophet Habbakuk who cried out, “How long, LORD, must I call for help, but you do not listen? Or cry out to you, "Violence!" but you do not save?” (Hab. 1:2)
Remember Job and his story? He experienced a great time of suffering. In all of the searching for answers to Job’s suffering he and his friends came up with various ideas and assertions, but God comes on the scene in Ch. 38:1-3 and says this:
“Then the Lord answered Job out of the whirlwind and said, “Who is this that darkens counsel by words without knowledge? “Now gird up your loins like a man, and I will ask you, and you instruct Me!” Job 38:1-3
Whoa, hello humbling. Go ahead and read the whole chapter, I don’t know how you cannot leave from reading it without repenting and asking God for forgiveness. Often times we want answers to our questions, but I have found in this life of faith that that is not where freedom in Christ is found. Freedom is found in not only accepting all of God’s attributes, but also in praising Him for His attributes. We accept and we praise Him not only for His love, but also for His justice, not only for his mercy, but also for His wrath. We don’t make God who we want Him to be, but we glorify Him because He not only forgives sinners, but also judges the unrepentant and He not only showers us with blessings but also allows us to suffer and experience pain.
You see, when we trust Him and learn to worship Him for all He is, we will find peace and assurance in His goodness regardless of our circumstances and the world around us. Once we start to make God who we want Him to be we better humble ourselves before He does. In fact, I’m praying either we do or He does. Because pride is one of the avenues Satan loves and relishes in (i.e. the fall of man). Don’t be deceived by the Deceiver, remember who you are and who God is. We are finite, and in reality, we don’t have a clue. God even says to Job, “Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation? Tell me if you understand.” Job 38:4
We don’t know best, God does and when we start accepting that and praising Him for it, letting go of our need for answers, and our ideas of who we want God to be we will find that living life is much easier as we walk trusting in Him for ALL He is.
What attribute of God are you wrestling to accept?